| I now own my car. 
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| So I've been using Facebook a lot lately. It seems easier to me to write one well thought-out sentence to state how I'm feeling instead of writing a whole paragraph. But at the same time... Facebook feels too open for me to post some of the more secluded things that I feel. I don't know why... I really couldn't tell you.
Sometimes I wish my life where different. Not that I wish Will and I weren't together, because he has totally changed my life for the better. But I wish I were happier with myself. I find it hard to feel attractive about myself sometimes, and wonder if it's affecting his reaction to me as well. It's hard to explain. I'll have to try again later when I have more time.
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| I love this. Kudos to the person that wrote it.
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| Dear Xanga, It has been quite a while since I've posted anything with you. I'm only slightly sorry for this bit of inconsistency. There have been numerous things in my life that have needed my attention and concentration. Namely, trying to find new work because I cannot stand where I am right now. The team is great, don't get me wrong; but the amount of work the bosses want us to do without any breaks is slowly killing all of us. Now Xanga, don't judge me too harshly, I love what I do... but working ten hours straight through without the assurance of getting even a five minute break is just a little ridiculous. Sure, I get between three and five days off in a row every week, but the intensity of the time I'm on the clock is ludicrous. Therefore, dear Xanga, I have been revamping my resume, working on my letter of introduction, and trying to keep everything else in my life in order as well.
Once I find a new job, or get a break, or heck, even a raise where I work now; maybe things will calm down, and I can come spend some more time with you. Until then,
Lenora Rhi'ell
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| Off for the next four days! Going to Columbus to visit!
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